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09 March 2006 @ 01:06 pm
Getting to know me!  

1.Do you do anything creative like art,poetry,singing,writing or playing music,dancing or other?

I'm extremely into art... Well it's my life! I sing when I'm by myself does that count?

2.Were you been abused as a child or teen?

My parents never abused me but I had abusive friends in highschool (not good friends!).

3.Do you collect dolls or toys?

Anything rat/mice related I'll buy! And hamsters, bunnys, and turtles, and ponies... Lotsa My Little Ponies..

4.At what age did you start dating?

I had a boyfriend in Kindergarter, but that doesn't count. I didn't dat till I was 17 but I was 'doing things' since I was 15.

5.Do you have any physical conditions? Like migraines,ibs,arthritis,fybromialga etc,,?

I have fybromialga. Wow I never knew how to spell that! Hah!

6.Do you suffer from depression?

Well I have bipolar so half of the year I do and the other half... Manic as heck!

7.Do you suffer from anxiety?

I got moved out of my main highschool because I was anxious about the crowds in the hallways. I get anxiety attacks at concerts too.

8.Do you suffer from PTSD or other?

My doctor doesn't believe in people having PTSD who weren't in some extreme situation like a robery or a murder. I'm sure I have it though. There's alot of things I have to avoid doing and seeing so I don't get awful flashbacks...

9.Are you shy?

Depends on what you call shy. When I'm around people I don't know I start lurting out stupid stuff because I'm shy, and everyone sees me as abnoxious.

10.Are you on any anti-depressants or anti anxiety medication or any other psychotroptic meds for psychiatric reasons?

I'm on Geodon for bipolar. It's great for the mania but not so good for the depression...

11.Do you have a hopeful future outlook?

Depends on when you catch me. I have many plans for my future but sometimes I wonder if they'll ever happen.

12.Do you take life one day at a time or plan ahead for the future?


13.Do you trust easily or is it very hard for you to trust?

I used to trust WAY too easily (I got myself in all sortsa horrid situations) so now I barely trust at all

14.Do you like art? If so what are your favorite kinds?

I like all art to look at, but I mostly do sketching, charcoal, and chalk.

15.What kind of music do you listen to usually?

All sorts.

16.Name 3 favorite movies.

Firefly's Adventure, Donnie Darko, The Gods Must Be Crazy

17.Why did you join this community?

I originally clicked on the link because I want to find more adults more interested in kid stuff than adult stuff, but when I read the profile it dawned on me WHY I'm like that. I always thought I was just wierd. So I had to hear more about everyone else in situations like mine. I've been through alotta stuff and I've been dealing with mental illness since I was born (my own and my families).
Current Music: depeshe mode- behind the wheel
Nikki: Cheshire Catfreetobeme18 on March 10th, 2006 06:46 am (UTC)
Yeah, I love My Little Ponies! They rock!

I have bipolar, too. I like the way you describe it, never heard it put quite that way before. It's nice to find others who suffer from bipolar. We could probably relate on a lot of things. Keep on posting!
Kay-Botmandiblesgo on March 10th, 2006 02:35 pm (UTC)
Nice ta meet you then fellow My Little Pony person!
myplceofcomfort on April 2nd, 2006 12:49 pm (UTC)
The little girl inside me says "Hi!" to the child inside you. Is the child inside you a boy or girl?

Kay-Botmandiblesgo on April 2nd, 2006 06:53 pm (UTC)
Re: Hi.
girl :D hi!