But Im not her. But helping this girl was hard for me. I prolly handled it badly. I just wanted to be held myself as I sat there and remembered those feelings she was having.
Why after all this time do I feel like I am back there being harrassed and teased by boys? When will I ever break free of this?
Havent I changed enough outside and inside to not feel like men are going to look at me so negatively? I know this is why I have stayed in the past with some men who werent so nice to me. I am at the point where I wont put up with that anymore but I still dont feel worthy enough sometimes.. I dont feel pretty enough sometimes to break the old mirror.
I have changed alot since being her-> but she didnt deserve teasing,.,, I feel like such a prisoner of the past
Lil boys dont realize the damage they do when they tease someone in the way they teased me....
I am her-> in moments. I feel like her. I wish she would take over me and appease that lil girl who feels so yucky still,,, I wish she would allow me to just let her go... that was then I am now
what will it take?