August 31st, 2006

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Creating Problems

Does anyone else find that they are unhappy with happiness? Every time I get to a point in my life, or a relationship, that I am or should be happy--- I seem to create something to throw in the way. It's never really been a consious thing that I do- but I am realizing now, after much reflection, that I have the propensity to do this.
My friends have pointed out several things that I have done recently to further prove my point. [ie. I have the potential to have a good relationship, in which I could be happy, with person B.... but I want to be with person A, even though they have put me through so much heartache and pain... deep down I know person A doesn't genuinly care for me... whereas person B does... ]

Self Destructing?
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