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24 April 2006 @ 12:34 am
Welcome new members. Wow this community just keeps growing. It makes me happy
that others are finding solace here. I have had some adult child moments of late.
I found myself delerious with happiness at all the Tinkerbell stuff I saw
and I bought TB pens,pencils and a pocketbook. I was at a place called
the Flywheel and was learning how to be a booker and while there I peeked in on
the bands playing in the other room. Almost every person watching the band and the band were so young..
highschoolers mayhaps and maybe early twenties. I felt so old... so very old. Even tho I do
not look like it and socially I am quite young...it felt wierd at first being 37 in that
environment. The candy store in the mall had ZOTS which I loved as a kid... a candy with a fizzy middle.
I was told recently I look 27 and not my age. I was at Claire's today in the mall and the place
was overun with kids and teens all buying hair and jewlery accessories. It made me feel quite old too.
I am happy to say my abandonment issues are a lil less... I have not been triggered so much lately.
I am doing pretty good considering I am not on any meds except for what I take for my ibs. Watched Degrassi
the new version and Instant Star. Love those shows....

Anyone wanna share some recent adult child moments?
24 April 2006 @ 04:36 pm
im sorry about posting about holly brook. i meant not harm. if you want to delete it, then do so. again im sorry i didnt think it was going to bother anyone that much. sorry.
The member below posted an ad for a musician and I feel it is not relevant to the site.
I am worried about the site losing its sense of purpose and becomming full of solicitation for
things. How do other members feel? Please respond. I wanted to make it a consensus decision on
if it is ok for people to post things that have nothing to do with trauma and with being kidlike.
I hope this does not upset the member but I want to keep this site safe. I am not mad at all..
just trying to handle this in the right way *hugs*