August 22nd, 2001

So Confused

Why do I keep wecking meaningful relationships, and I mean burning them to the ground, and then later want it all back the way it was? Seems like I want everything to be my fault so I can kick, scream, cry and be the victim in any senario I'm in.

The part I do like is going to bed sucking my thumb or sucking on a pacifier to sleep, works great for stress and others, but when is too much?
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