August 3rd, 2001


he knocks me back down to where i was eight years old again. this is one of the reasons i cut my self. i cant stand it. he puts fear in to the word respect. and he treats me as if i was insignifacant. but he does love me i know that i just cant stand this feeling of hopelessness at least i dont hide in my closet any more (too crowded)
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