July 30th, 2001

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Tonight...
I feel like a little girl again, not that I had a long time to feel that way to begin with, she was stolen from me; kidnapped. I lost her.
Tonight...
I reclaim my little girl.
Hugging my stuffed rabbit, my hair in pigtails...
long jeweled necklaces over a bare chest
Frilly underwear caresses and contours my backside
And I carelessly stretch unaware of it's effect
Uncaring...

I hold her hand, grace a cigarette upon my lips, come back to reality and again become inhibited.
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