May 22nd, 2001


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Hmm seems like people do not post much in this community I made. I was hoping for it to be more than a place for me to explore my feelings. I was hoping to read others writings about this struggle with being an adult child...

I am having a hard time sometimes believing I am 32...but I am. Life kind of just happened while I stayed in a frozen state just trying to get through it all to survive. Now I feel like I am trying to make up for lost time. I feel like I am doing things and saying to myself..hmm shouldnt you have taken care of that need in adolescence? Can anyone offer any similar feelings, expereinces?
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still listening...

i know i haven't taken care of things i should have experienced as a child... some days i feel like i'm older than stonehenge... other days.. i'm a 4 year old trapped in a 24 year old body. (especially when i'm scared, sick, or feeling abandoned.....)