January 24th, 2001

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just learned what this actually was... makes a lot of sense now that i think about it.
i was recently bombarded with the realization of the abuse & neglect i survived as a child. hit me like a ton of bricks. i haven't really figured out how to deal with it quite yet. i'm working on it.
i've been accused of being immature, childish, too happy, flaky, ditzy, ... the list goes on. i was a theatre major for a couple of years, which only exacerbated the issue. finally i realized that people come from a place of ignorance and fear of the unknown. i'm trying to get to the point where i stop taking their ignorance personally.
still having problems with the whole authority figure thing. one step at a time.
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