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04 November 2010 @ 03:07 am
If everyone had their own small planet to live on and care for (like in The Little Prince), what would your planet be like?
All kinds of wonderful trees and flowers and happy butterflies, bright colors everywhere! The trees would grow all kinds of foods including hot dogs and hamburgers or macaroni and cheese, but also healthy things like carrots and apples. Other trees would grow shoes or pretty dresses, and everyone would be born with fairy wings so they fly around with the birdies in the sky. There would be soda pop fountains, mushrooms that grow in the shapes of teapots and teacups with real tea in them, and other mushrooms would grow into tables and chairs. Stuffed animals would walk and talk and be friendly and we'd have tea parties with them (and there the only thing "tea party" means is a party with tea, no stinky 'publicans to spoil our fun).

Also there'd be crystal-clear lakes to bathe and skinny dip in, with dolphins and otters cheerfully playing nearby, that you could play with if you wanted.

And then when it started to get darker (it would never be totally dark), and therefore beddy-bye time, some of the puffy white clouds would come out of the sky and be beds for everyone until the sun came back in the morning. And the only dreams anyone would have would be sweet dreams of fun things. And everyone would be children, and never grow up, unless they want to grow up, then they can without having to leave. They'd only have to leave if they became poopyheads.
 
 
30 August 2010 @ 12:57 pm

Dear Friends,

Well, hopefully soon to be friends, ^_^ I must make some friends on here! People at my college are so strange and I don't fit in anywhere! I've recently discovered the magic of Disney's Hunchback of Notre Dame. I can't believe how incredible it is! I need to speak with people who will accept me and not want to talk about sex all the time! That's gross! I'm not interested and nobody understands it! Help! Anyway...hope to see some people soon! Bye!!! xoxo

 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: The Bells of Notre Dame
 
 
 
30 March 2010 @ 01:30 pm
Today I accepted that I am a victim of abuse, and that sums everything up.  I didn't want to accept it, 'cause I didn't want to bemoan my lot.  But now, suddenly, I feel very at ease.  
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
 
 
23 March 2010 @ 08:23 pm
I'm a pretty childlike and naive woman. At 31 years old, I've yet to figure out how to firmly but kindly fend off (or better yet, prevent) sexual come-ons from men. I dress very modestly and am a confirmed and pledged celibate. And yet, every few days some man will find me on the street, or at my job, or at the gas station and proceed to foist his opinions onto me. I don't find such come-ons flattering. I loathe them and fear them. I want nothing to do with the world of sexual politics, of flirtation and debauchery. How can I say to that world, "Leave me out of it!", shy of cutting my face off?

Suggestions? Strategies?

I just wish there were some kind of lapel pin that universally exempts one from jaunty interpelations of sexuality... Some kind of off button for men who think they're paying a complement, but are really making me lose sleep.

One thing I know is that I'm too meek about fending this stuff off. Yet, I don't want to start any issues, just kindly shut down such attentions.

Thank you!
 
 
Current Location: Hooterville
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
 
15 March 2010 @ 09:54 am
Thank you all for accepting me!!! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who hasn't grown up completely. At least, not out of my innocence. I always feel like there's something wrong with me because I still like to watch Disney channel and my favorite movie is Beauty and the Beast and I'm always daydreaming. I don't like talking to a lot of other people my age because I'm really mature, so I can have good conversations with REAL adults, like older people, but people my age (19) are gross and only focused on sex and crap. :( I've never even had a boyfriend or been on a date!!!! Well, hopefully I will find some people here who I can talk to because I'm lonely and bored in my little fantasy world!!!! XD
 
 
Current Mood: artistic
 
 
05 January 2010 @ 08:39 pm

I just found this community and decided to join. I find I tend to enjoy things like toys and cartoons more than many people my age. I was both verbally and physically abused as a kid, both by my father and by schoolmates and teachers. I really had no refuge. I took comfort in my toys. I survived my childhood mainly due to things like Popples, Koosas, Boglins, My Pet Monster, Battle Beasts and Ninja turtles. Every happy memory I have revolves around toys.
As a result I tend to identify with toys and things of an artificial nature like robots and golems more than I do flesh and blood things like people and animals. I suffer from depression and anxiety. My toys are the only things that make me want to get out of bed and face another day. The only way I can function outside my home is by wearing a backpack with a toy or two in it. Call them security objects, lucky totems or whatever you will but the fact is I couldn't survive without them. The only real pleasure I get out of life is my toy collecting hobby. It keeps me going. I'm always looking forward to the next find.
I tend to like cartoons as well everything from Spongebob to Family guy. Everything I watch is either animated or scifi/fantasy type things. I don't like realism in my entertainment. When I want realism I watch the news.
I read a lot. Again all fantasy and Scifi. I don't get out, don't socialize and generally shy away from people. I'd rather keep to myself. I do better getting my thoughts across in writing. When actually speaking to people I tend to get nervous. I prefer communicating on the internet. Even when writing though I often find myself not knowing what to say. Or fearing I'll say the wrong thing.
Anyway that's about it. I look forward to chatting.


 
 
08 October 2009 @ 05:47 pm
I am new here and I want to introduce myself formal. I already did that introduction thing in the Community User Page, but I would like an introduction post anyway.  My name is Brandon and I am 24 year old guy but I feel like I am much more younger than that, more like 13-14.  I do like to play video games and computer games, but I like to play more of the kiddy-like stuff.  I love cartoons and I watch them daily.  I love shows like Fairy Oddparents and Pokemon. As for music, I love to listen to video game music and I am impartial on anything else.   Being a young adult confuses me because there are many thing that I don't know much more, like politics and sex in our culture and other adult things.  Feels like my life is in standstill as I sit here being confused while I am playing my games.  I feel really embarrassed to express my child-like tendencies but when I am alone, I go all out.  I have a fondness for anything cute and I would love to play stuff that have cuteness in them.  

As for the dark past, luck for me, I am not a victim of child abuse but I been a victim of bullying.  I been bullied most of my grade school and I even been bullied when I was a college at some point.  It was very harsh for me and even then those times are behind me, it does made me wonder if it had a major effect in my life, especially of these child-like tendencies  that I can keep returning to.  Then again, I do feel alone like a little child balling up in a corner.  Anyway, I don't know if it is really a fear of growing up or if I don't want to change my ways into being an adult. I like being child-like.  It does feel like a curse because I don't understand many thing yet, but I love my child-like imagination.  I express and share my imagination through my writing and my daydreaming.  It feels like my imagination haven't really changed since I was 13 so it is always have a child-like atmosphere. 

Once again, thanks for accepting into your community and I'll try my best to become a part of it.  
 
 
Current Mood: chipperchipper
 
 
15 July 2009 @ 10:48 pm
 Does anyone know of a site, in general, that sells fun/kid-like things for adults? I find it hard to find, for instance, bedding for a queen size bed that isn't one plain solid color. It would be nice to find one you may get for a little kids room... but bigger. Same with clothes, shower curtains, etc. etc. I hope i made amy point clear... I just want grown-up things, that look kid-like.
 
 
10 July 2009 @ 07:29 am
I made a playlist of all the episodes of The Big Comfy Couch in order! As many as I could find, anyway. There are some missing, and the internet gives me conflicting information about how many seasons there were and what order the episodes were in. So if you can help me improve it, I would greatly appreciate that!